by - May 22, 2017
Well, I hope you guys are in a good mood now, because I am not recently.

I don’t know, you have to know that I love to share anything with my cutie before. Now, it feels so strange. I don’t know how or why but all I feel along just insecure and sad.

I know we cannot get the best day of all our 365 days a year. But, somehow with him, I cannot feel anything than save and glad. Further more, I know there is nothing like a movie stories or novel I have been read before. No one can be as we expected and wanted to be.
Even us, we cannot give our best all the time, I know my self a little and people bet and judge the rest. I know I don’t have to care about it to much, but we need it somehow to rebuild ourself better.

That is why I have to accept this kind of moment, when there is no hugs and wide smile anymore. I feel like I am nothing. I can feel it clearly though. I can hear many sweet words as usual even the texts are as sweet as it should be.
But the thing that I cannot imagine is he keep asking me of what I have been thinking.” You know what, it is you all the time?” He scare me more and more.
I want to say it if I could choose a right word to describe it, I want to tell him anything someday if I have found it.

But, I swear I could feel it that day, on our best days, that wide smile and laugh, I know he will make me so.
I can see it in his eyes.

If oneday I feel like I wasn’t there anymore, is it ok if I leave?

Because now I think it will be alright if you leave me someday...

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